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Sarah Synicism
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So I am me. But what is 'me'? The answer is simple. I talk to much, but I also listen. I act crazy, but inside I'm mature. I seem cool, and I've been told I have charisma, but inside I am more scared of the world and people than anything else. I seem relaxed, but there is always something on my mind, and always something stressing me. If I hate you I will fake a smile a laugh, just to keep you feeling good. I say yes too much, but I always think no. Hardly, anyone ever sees all of me. And if you see half of the way I feel it's a fluke or I really care about you.
I have a secret fear that everyone hates me behind my back. And I have a fear people talk about me behind my back. I am extreamly cynical, and I laugh at horror movies. I dress different, and people stare, but I like that attention. But I hate it when people judge me before they even know me.
I am a liberal, and that's okay if you don't agree. I support gay bi and lesbian rights and marriage. I also believe any race should be treated the same as you're own.
I listen to music most people have never heard of, or don't wish to hear. Bring Me The Horizon. My Chemical Romance. Mayday Parade. Panic At The Disco. Aiden. Green Day. Breathe Carolina. The Medic Droid(rip). Framing Hanley. Alesana. Cute Is What We Aim For. All Time Low. The Misfits. Blaqk Audio. (&& suprisingly)Eminem.(wtf?) And, I'll just stop there.
If you want to know anything else just ask.
I am me.
Vitiam Water is my addiction.
Creativity is my medicine.
I love to much and get hurt.
I trust too much and get lied to.
I miss Seth Manson, more than anyone I can think of now.
I'm a BMTH fan but I don't really love Oli Sykes..I am a CuRtIs WaRd fangirl. <3
I am a human.
I am Sarah.
"Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?" Mayday Parade

Current Residence: Under My Bed
deviantWEAR sizing preference: monkeyz
Print preference: Stop asking stupid qustions muffinbutt! X] I<3Ufoz
Favourite genre of music: Screamo, punk, alternative, techno, metal
Favourite photographer: Lisa Johnson
Favourite style of art: Pen and Ink
Operating System: ....cullen?
MP3 player of choice: MINE!!! or a lime green one
Shell of choice: ......vampirez!
Wallpaper of choice: i like to make my own
Skin of choice: ....hehe blood...grab a glass because there's gonna be a blood!
Favourite cartoon character: oh this is hard.... Hatsuharu Sohma (fruits basket), OR Kurama (yu yu hakusho)
Personal Quote: My stolen one(from wil francis)~ "GET SOME!" (If u no where that is frm bless u)
Interests
YOU. Yes, you, you, thinking, 'is this about me?' fuck yes it is.
sometimes I must admit that you come into my mind, with different emotions based on the time. Though never regret, odd hmm? Je Ne Regrette Rien.
So is it strange, that I thought of you, just the other day? Before you ovbiously thought of me? I was listening to this song. www.youtube.com/watch?v=tChav_…

And if you'd just rather read things, because I think you might.:
Graveyard, behind the church
On a tree the crow is perched
Lounging on it's lowest branch
No great secret, no romance
I should leave this stupid town
fearing that I'd see you around.
And I would not know what to say
How you threw my trust away?
In the dirt, lies the body
In the basket; fruit is rotting
From the grass cadaver rise
if this is life I'd rather die
Misery, emptiness
straw and bottle kept me sick
What's left of me? a floating ghost
Not strong enough to safe us both.

Friends,
Take me by the hand
I will walk you through the darkness
I will make you understand,
we were Friends.
Running endless through the night
Until you told me that I changed
Well I guess that you were right

Living in squalor was a hideous sight
Just chasing a dollar in the city at night
You wanted to wallow in the pity that's life to a liar
Swallowed in the ittiest bite
Following what the idiots like
and like an idiot, painted it the prettiest white
Insidious, was the grip that it held
fell down from Heaven, slipped into Hell
I would never blame you for the curse that i was given by my father
but to think that in your presence it wouldn't be exercised, why bother?
and with the lump in your throat gone,
lies gave you something to choke on.
The girl was not the issue,
I won't miss her, I might miss you.

Friends,
Take me by the hand
I will walk you through the darkness
I will make you understand,
we were Friends.
Running endless through the night
Until you told me that I changed
Well I guess that you were right
we were Friends!
Did we think that we were pure?
We were friends since I remember
But we can't be anymore
We were friends
but we can't be anymore
we were friends
but we can't be anymore

Graveyard, behind the church
Carry us to the comfortable caress of the dirt
Despair everlasting under the gray skies
We leave friendship here so that it may die.
Rain falls slow to the earth, and woe is me!
Perhaps from it's burial place will grow a tree
climbed by you and I, but ten years younger
waiting for the undertaker to take us under.
What made us wonder?
What made us crumble like bricks?
Maybe we were afraid of thunder.
Cross silhouette in the dusk of November,
the Boys make a pact to be friends Forever.
This is like Never, Leaving us so soon.
We feel the kinship die, leaving it's own wound.
We thought that we could survive anything,
but what does Forever mean when you're seventeen?

"Friends,
Take me by the hand
I will walk you through the darkness
I will make you understand,
we were Friends.
Running endless through the night
Until you told me that I changed
Well I guess that you were right
we were Friends!
Did we think that we were pure?
We were friends since I remember
But we can't be anymore
We were friends
but we can't be anymore
we were friends
but we can't be anymore"

And the sad part is, Im sure there are like five people who think this is aimed at them, ...dont be so concieted.
  • Mood: Rant
  • Listening to: The Phone Song-JJ Demon
  • Reading: A text
  • Watching: Saw. ._.
  • Eating: Cheesecake Danish
  • Drinking: Coffee. - w-

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BIBRulz May 14, 2012  Student Artist
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:iconscorchedtruth:
I love your gallery ^^
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:iconxxxtai-santixxx:
Awh, do you? Thank you. :3
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-OHMYGODTHANKYOUFORTHEWATCHLEGASPS-
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:iconxxxtai-santixxx:
aha, welcome<3
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:icondhollx:
has been a while since our last talk....
how r u doing?!?
!!!
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:iconshy-angel42:
I said I would send ya the Hillywood show link...so here: [link] enjoy!
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StrawberryLemonadee Nov 13, 2009
Your icon is full of win!
I love your taste in music :]
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:iconxxxtai-santixxx:
Thanks.
and thanks.
what kinda music you like? :0
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StrawberryLemonadee Nov 25, 2009
I love All Time Low, Hollywood Undead, N-Dubz, Green Day, YouMeAtSix and a few more :3
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