Happy Happy Joy Joy.

Ah, yesterday was halloween, and it was great, i even went trick or treating.
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"Do you know what's worth fighting for? When its not worth dying for. Does it take your breath away, and you feel yourself suffocating? Does the pain weigh out the pride? And you look for a place to hide. Did someone break your heart inside? You're in ruins." -Green Day.

Single?
why yes I am. and I have only one thing to say about it:

All the lies I kept, all the secrets ment to keep from breaking you, I don't regret them, and I never will. Everytime my lips touched hers, you were the fartherest thing from my mind, I felt the slightest guilt before now, but I never will. But even though sometimes I want to break the silence, just to hurt you, I never will, it will be my victory, my silent pleasure, my dirty little secret.

[[No one gets the pleasure of knowing who that ^ is for]]

Well, that is all, thank you.

Okayyy so for all of you who will answer, I'm thinking of posting something rather explicit...on DA. like...sexual. very. thoughts? yes? no?
okay. now for the journal
I miss my girlfriend like fuckkkk.
wah.
gatoraid is the shit.
Survey time.

Fav Colour:

[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[ ] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[x] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = homosexual
[x] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[ ] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[ ] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[x] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1 = who ate
[x] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[ ] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = a horse
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[x] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[ ] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = Micheal Jackson
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = YOUR MOM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[ ] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the voices told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[x] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs

I am a hot scene kid, who loves to be different, who needed a jew, because that's how I roll.
Wtf. but i AM a hot scene kid XD aha. why not be over confident.

001) Your gender: Female
(002) Sexual orientation: Pansexual
(003) Single? No
(004) Do you want to be? Hell No.
(005) Your birthday: Feb. 17
(006) Age you wish you were: 18
(007) Your height: 5'3
(008) The color of your eyes: Brown
(009) The color of your hair: 2-toned. right now.
(010) Piercings: ears. -sigh-
(011) Tattoos: I have an upside down cross scar on my hand. from me

DO YOU

(012) Smoke? Used to
(013) Do drugs? I refuse
(014) Read the newspaper? No
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? Sure
(017) Take walks in the rain? No
(018) Drive? Yes
(019) Like to drive fast? Hell Yes
(020) Hurt yourself? Not anymore

HAVE YOU EVER

(021) Been out of the country? No
(022) Been in love? -doodles hearts- what?
(023) Done drugs? No
(024) Gone skinny dipping? Nooooo
(025) Had any type of surgery? Yes
(026) Ran away from home? No
(027) Played strip poker? ....i want to
(028) Gotten beaten up? No
(029) Been picked on? Yes
(030) Been on stage? Yes
(031) Slept outdoors? no
(032) Thought about suicide? Yes
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? Yes
(034) If yes, what is your record? 27 hours
(035) Talked on the phone all night? Yes
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Yes
(037) Slept all day? yes
(038) Killed someone? HELL NO
(039) Made out with a stranger? No
(041) Had sex with a stranger? No
(042) Kissed the same sex? DUH! i have a gf
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Yes.
(044) Been betrayed? Yes
(045) Broken the law? yes
(046) Met a famous person? umm idt
(047) Been on radio/TV? radiooo
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? sadly no
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? yes
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? HELL NO
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? yes. [it was fucking wiL Francis]

APPAREL

(052) Shoe brand: DCs
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? jeans. band tee
(054) Wear hats? i love em
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? yes
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? -applies more make up- so i look okay?
(057) Favorite place to shop: spencer's ,journeys ,hot topic
(058) Favorite article of clothing: my gf's necklace
(059) Are you trendy: hell yea

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

(060) Life on other planets: no
(061) Miracles? yes
(062) Astrology? yes
(063) Magic? some
(064) God? no
(065) Satan? -cough-wil francis-cough-
(066) Santa? HELL YEA
(067) Ghosts? eh. yea
(068) Luck? no
(069) Love at first sight? lust? why of course
(070) Yin and Yang? yes
(071) Witches? yes
(072) Easter- no
(073) Fidelity? eh?
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? no. -_-

LOVE

(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing this title? no
(076) Do you remember your first love? richard stanley....ah that fuckin dork
(077) Still love him/her? hell no
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? never.
(079) What do you find romantic? candels. roses. [kisses in my kitchen ]
(080) Turn-on: piercing and tattoos. whips and chains and leather. oh and william control..oh was i not supposed to be that honest?
(081) Turn-off: a lot of hair...-shivers- ewh jack barakat
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? no
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? no
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? yes
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? umm no
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? um a lollipop
(087) Are you in love? yesss <3

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...

(088) That made you laugh? glenna
(089) That laughed at you? ashley
(090) That turned you on? glenna.
(091) You went shopping with? mom
(092) To disappoint you? mom
(093) To ask you out? i dunno
(094) To make you cry? mom
(095) To brighten up your day? glenna
(096) That you thought about? glenna
(097) You saw a movie with? glenna.
(098) You talked to on the phone? glenna [lol ilmy gf]
(099) You talked to through IM? ashley
(100) You saw? my mom
(101) You turned down? my stalker...dun dun dun

WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU

(104) Smiled? right now
(105) Laughed? glenna
(106) Cried? today
(107) Bought something? yesterday
(108) Danced? this morning
(109) Were sarcastic? ahaha like a second ago
(110) Hugged/kissed someone? hug. today. kiss. umm w/e glenna was over
(111)Talked to an enemy? i dunno
112) Watched your favorite movie? forver ago
(113) Talked on the phone? today
(114) Listened to the radio? right now
(115) Watched TV? yesterday
(116) Went out? today
(117) Helped someone? right now
(118) Sang? today
(119) Said said what? ..never. but i say 'thats what she said' a lot
(120) Got drunk? never i dont drink too much

Rules: using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions.
You can't use the band I used and don't repeat a song title. It's a lot harder than you think!
Repost as "my life according to (band name)".

Pick your Artist:
All Time Low

Your sex:
Damned If I Do Ya. (Damned If I Don't)

Describe yourself:
Lost In Stero

How do you feel:
Weightless

Describe where you currently live:
My Paradise

If you could go anywhere, where would you go:
Hello Brooklyn [its true. i love cities]

Your favorite form of transportation:
Last Flight Home

Your best friend is:
Holly (Would You Turn Me On) [lol my best friend other than my gf is named holly]

You and your best friends are:
Shameless

What's the weather like:
The Beach

Favorite time of day:
Hit The Lights

If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:
The Worst Kind Of Lullaby

What is life to you:
Memories That Fade Like Photographs

Your relationship:
Therapy

Your fear:
Time To Break Up

What is the best advice you have to give:
Stay Awake(Dreams Only Last For A Night)

Thought for the Day:
Stick, Stones, And Techno

How you would like to die:
Six Feet Under The Stars

Your soul's present condition:
Poppin' Champange

Your motto:
This Is How We Do